If being a teenage mother wasn’t enough, I survived the death of my childrens father from a DWI. Then the beating death of an ex-boyfriend only to finally get married. But as fate or luck, Im not sure which, would have it my husband died in a motorcycle crash on our two year anniversary. All the while I have been a functioning drug addict. And now at 38, my children are gone and I am left with a devistating addiction and no guidance. If someone could point me in the direction to get my story out there I think I could help alot of young girls from making the choices I made.